This is new for me, but you make me kinda happy. (: 

PMS

Why the fuck do girls PMS so much? Stop directing your anger at me, you whiny bitches.

These past few days went by really quickly. One drunken night and everything became so damn complicated. With only five weeks left of school, this was not supposed to happen. How did I manage to get into this mess? I’m conflicted and scared. I don’t know what I want. What if I’m trying to force feelings I don’t have? I need to make a decision before this relationship starts to escalate. I don’t know what I’m doing. This is going way too fast for me. What if this relationship is purely physical? I don’t think it’s supposed to be this difficult to carry on a conversation, but  this might be due to the fact that we skipped a lot of steps. We’re following the exact same footsteps of another couple in this building, but I’m not quite sure it’s going to end up the same way. So far, the pros and cons list I’ve mentally drafted in my head doesn’t look so great. But then again, maybe this isn’t supposed to be so structured. Maybe I just need to learn how to have fun. 

Why do I insist on participating in Thirsty Thursdays? Waaay too much happened.